Weigh In Wednesday
Yesterday before we went to my afternoon appointment, Husband and I went to the new REI to kill some time and keep my mind off how damn hungry I was. I thought I'd be brilliant and try on some bathing suits and it was all just sad hilarity. These were XLs and I looked like a stuffed sausage. Couldn't even get the wee size 14 board shorts over the ol' thighs. Might as well hate myself more while grieving and starving eh? Jesus Christ.
This morning I went to get my haircut and had some good laughs with my beautician. Stopped by the doctor for my RH negative shot. Visited new mom Gen for some newborn time. Even got to feed baby Ethan a bottle and hold him for a good hour of nappy time. Then I hit Anaba for some solo sushi and a nice cold Sapporo. I'm having a nice Stone IPA and some Cadbury mini eggs while I type this before I take a nap. I am trying to avoid being sad and am just trying to be grateful for what we have. Life goes on you know? Gotta let go of the shit that holds you down.